Nightfire
How am I to be
both soft, human,
and a container for fire—
grief, rage, and the truth
that burning it all down
is also a way forward,
the truth
is that my flesh is soft,
is that my soul is soft,
no matter how much iron
I adorn myself with.
I will not tell you
everything will be okay.
But by grace
of the divine dance
I will remain human—
cupping, with gentle hands,
the tender, wounded flame
of my heart,
a quiet ember,
a beacon of nightfire
this way,
north—
the stars whisper